[The dark figure nods. Slow, as if aligning himself with the truth of it. Yes, that is all there is.]
I know.
[No accusation. No challenge. He believes him. Perhaps out of nervousness, he runs his left hand up below his right shoulder and lets it settle there.]
Games are built to erase choice. They launder necessity until it looks like consent.
[That scarlet gaze drops - only briefly - to Chishiya's mouth, then back to his eyes. Not hunger. Memory. Sweet, delicious memory.]
You did what the rules demanded. You used the only margin you were given. Kindness.
[That word is handled carefully. Reverently, almost. Another pause but this one is for himself.]
I reacted as though you had chosen to hurt me; you had not. You were surviving. The fault is mine for answering survival with rage.
[Finally, he looks away - not in shame, but in restraint; he grips his forearm with such force the knuckles would go white if he had mortal blood.]
Thank you for the kindness you chose. And forgive me for mistaking the rules of the game for your intent.
no subject
I know.
[No accusation. No challenge. He believes him. Perhaps out of nervousness, he runs his left hand up below his right shoulder and lets it settle there.]
Games are built to erase choice. They launder necessity until it looks like consent.
[That scarlet gaze drops - only briefly - to Chishiya's mouth, then back to his eyes. Not hunger. Memory. Sweet, delicious memory.]
You did what the rules demanded. You used the only margin you were given. Kindness.
[That word is handled carefully. Reverently, almost. Another pause but this one is for himself.]
I reacted as though you had chosen to hurt me; you had not. You were surviving. The fault is mine for answering survival with rage.
[Finally, he looks away - not in shame, but in restraint; he grips his forearm with such force the knuckles would go white if he had mortal blood.]
Thank you for the kindness you chose. And forgive me for mistaking the rules of the game for your intent.